I realise my posting is a little bit lacking of late. Trust me I know, I'm a bad blogger what can I say?

I just wanted to let you know why since a few people really helped me last time. I relapsed hard a month or so ago. It's been spiralling downwards for the last few months but I tried to ignore it and couldn't face going to the Doctors but it got to the point where I needed to or I would have done something I'd regret.

Back on the tablets so hopefully should start to feel a bit better in a few weeks. The only downside I find and I found this last time I got put on them, they made me super tired like no sleep is ever enough, for the first few weeks till my system gets used to them again.

Just wanted to let you know where I was at. I'm not scared like last time. Mental illnesses are a horrible thing as there's no symptoms, no blood tests to prove you have it. It's inside your mind and it really can destroy you. So if you feel like you have one, don't be afraid to speak up. :)

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